You want to be more:
Joyful!
1 Thessalonians 5:16:
Always be joyful.
Philippians 4:12:
I know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little.
"Hedonism Treadmill"
Philippians 4:13:
For I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength.
Jesus brings joy, circumstances don't